SO HERES A LITTLE RAMBLE OF THOUGHTS..
I dont know what it is but I think God has blessed me with impeccable instincts…
sometimes it makes me think though..is this a good thing or a bad thing?
so I swam last night which was a great feeling.. I think working out is just GOOD period..and no im not saying that just because I work at a gym haha but from my experiences lately..although I find myself to be tired, overwhelmed, sometimes even angry..I just go work out ..run…swim..play tennis..run bleachers..all have been great outlets for me to brighten up my mood and uplift my spirits! try it out peeps! I DARE U…endorphins are a good addiction..lol
I really realized that this summer and past year has really changed me… I realized that I have honestly grown so much as an individual… things that I would have never considered doing i’ve done or I’m in the process of doing… ideas that I would bypass have been ones that i have been open to now.. I have not let anger dominate my being
Situations or occurences Past, Present and Future no longer hold me back or fester in my mind but rather I have accepted it and have allowed it to shape me to be a better person. I am no longer a prisoner of my past nor a slave to my future.
This summer has taught me to see the bigger scope of life and has enabled me to look at life in a variety of lenses which therefore has perpetuated this live life in the now mentality because essentially NOW is all we are guaranteed. I think as human beings we preoccupy ourselves heavily on holding on to anger, resentment, grudges, revenge, greed, bitterness and this list goes on…. We carry such emotional baggage which for some is difficult to let go and is ok because everyone is different we all are trying to catch different flights so we all drop our luggage off at different times. However, sometimes we allow this baggae to overtake us and prevent us from simply living life it prevents us from getting the BEST out of life.
Tragically, losing my closest cousin this summer has taught me to live life as if it were your last..telling the people you love that you love them …forgiving those who have wronged you… cherish those you are close to… for tomorrow is never promised we must love live and laugh as if it were our last !!! life is a gift and we so seldomly realize that. Now I appreciate the little things in life that really matter. Time is of the essence and unfortunately for me and probably for others it took something like losing my cousin or losing anyone close to you to realize what we really value in life…my family and my friends surpass all the material and superficial things in the world these tangible obsessions can’t surmount to my family and friends. They are what essentially bring me happiness and I am blessed to have such great people in my life. Although extravagance is desired I now see that simplicity is a virtue. We all constantly grow and change and I am a testimony to that I believe it is through this growth and change that we as humans are able to evolve for the better in so many levels.
